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Pros and Cons of dropping pure biology
Pros
More time for everything else!
I can read/do hw during my free periods.
YAY FREE PERIODS!
More time for MY OTHER SUBJECTS!
Everything else = other subjects
I can easily get an A1.
Cons
I'm the only girl taking triple science in my class (not because I'm good.).
^That title is gratifying!
Biology is fun. I just need more time to cram everything in.
I don't have more time.
It takes up too much of my time.
I'll be taking only 7 subjects.


I withdrew my appeal/application(?) lol. I don't want to give up this easily. I mean it's BIO and it's the amount of effort that I'm willing to put in that will rewrite the disadvantages and really, to get that A1, I'm determined, I MUST really sit down and give biology some time to work its magic. 

Receiving the email (just!) meant that we'll have to replan everything. Situation looked pretty hopeless but then the cedar foot drill video (on my playlist) started and I felt more optimistic. If we got through ____ and all the other _____, who is to say that we won't get through this too? Either way, we're not alone :) Elsewhere across this tiny island, the other ncos from the various units must be fretting about facom too. Oh breaathe in breeeeathe out. I wonder how the rest will react when I tell them the news.

Everyone's catching up with work :) Isn't it more meaningful compared to wasting time online? Oh I don't know what to say. The world's full of different ideas. shrugs. I'm reading a biography on John Nash now. Loooool, he's my new idol.

"Johnny's apparent sense of superiority, his standoffishness, and his occasional cruelty were ways of coping with uncertainty and loneliness."

"As long as he could be successful, his self-esteem could remain intact."

Oh! Have I mentioned? The top scorer was Ian Sir. OMG HE LOOOKED SOOO BLUR WHEN HE HIS NAME WAS CALLED XD I WAS HOPING THAT HE'LL BRING THAT RED UMBRELLA OF HIS UP IN A FIT OF BLURNESS BUT HE DIDN'T D:

"You know, I cried when my brother got the highest. I thought that I would never be able to do it - step out of his shadow." - Ian Tan

Well, you've done it now sir! LAURA AND JQ RAN UP TO HIM AFTER HE SAT DOWN AGAIN. SO I RAN UP TOO AND HAHA WE STARTED SQUEALING. THEN THE OTHER NCOS SURROUNDED HIM AND IT WAS SOOOOO NOISY XD. HSRCY has produced two top scorers in five years. GOOD JOB RED CROSS! XD

But the majority cried so... I guess I should... really choing already. MAN SOME PEOPLE REALLY GET ON MY NERVES WITH THEIR COMPETITIVENESS. I'll PULL YOU DOWN YOU JUST WAIT AND SEE ARGH. I started my motivational smses and I'm really glad they're grateful :)
Read the words in bold again.

WHY MY FAMILY SOOOOO NOISY?

NAGNANGNANGNAGNANGNAGNANGNAGNANAGANGANNNAG

I'm so glad I'm still in choir! Here's proof that you shouldn't quit because of a lil setback :D CHOIR GOT ME SO HIGH TODAY AND I NEVER WANT TO COME DOWN FROM THIS HIGH HAHA. BUT IT WAS REALLY NICE WHEN MY LOVELY LOVELY RC MATES CHEERED US ON. GO RC! MY JUNIORS ARE SOOOOOO NICE :D SOBS I'LL MISS EVERYONE WHEN I LEAVE D: WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS ROFL. I don't know but it has been 3h and I'm still high. god I love my life. Talking to Maureen senior stills my nervous mind a little. She DSA-ED TO TP PSYCHOLOGY WITH CHOIR! And she told about interviews, the 'o's, planning and stuff. HEY WATCH OUT CHINESE 'O'S! I'M GONNA GET THAT A1! YOU WATCH AS I, XIAO JIA YUN, CHINESE REP. (no idea how I got that post) OF 4E2 GET THAT A1!  Yay. I joined a study group with motivated people :D OH AND I'M A SEC FOUR!

AND MAN THAT FEELS GOOOOOOOOD. 


WOOTS! LAURA AND JULIENNE GAVE A VERY RAH-RAH PRESENTATION TODAY :D

Darn I missed the open house but hey, won't it be more satisfying to give my very best and reward myself by going next year?

:)

I don't want to come down from this high.
No, I don't.

oh and touch your ears. Are they straight or curved? If it's straight, you're happy! haha. Woof.

haha. I just realised something.

2011 would consist of
FAC
SYF
DSA
POP
Prelims
THE 'O'S
...

How exciting!

Happy O Level Year!

I don't know what to say... I'm not going to make resolutions because I know I won't keep them anyway. shrugs*

So here's a timeline:
Jan 2010- I'll do a 25 page report for every science experiment.
In reality- I copied off Chantal hahahahaha :P
RnB "Nobody" for sec one orientation.
I was facil for 1e3 and first-aider for sentosa trail.
Feb 2010- Er. I forgot.
March 2010- NCO camp! I skipped the last day.
April 2010- POP for the sec fours. I was emcee and I was laughing into the mike and I called the goh "mrs" but she isn't a "mrs"! No no no. And I read out the wrong rank so it's pretty obvious this emcee thing doesn't work out for me.
May 2010- I got a "9" for SA1.
June 2010- THE BEST JUNE OF MY LIFE MAN! I went for four camps :D
Annual Training Camp was more "let's all relax and not be strict and stuff cause the sec ones need to enjoy red cross until it's too late for them to quit and then we'll torture them" kind of camp. I was campfire chair! And campfire was rather fail? Can I say that it was? Fireball failed and RIRC took off with 20 mins when there were given 5mins but they were entertaining so that's okay.
Choir Camp was successful.
ULP! was erm mentally and physically taxing but I learnt so so so much and met great great great people and I got a really comfortable ulp t-shirt that looks really nice when tucked into track pants (unlike the other tees).
OBS! OMG WE KAYAKED FOR SOOOO LONG and got stuck in chek jawa and this terrible storm that overturned three kayaks not including the instructor's. AND THE HIKING. WTF THAT WAS THIS BEST HIKE MAN! THE BEST HIKE. I carried the wet clothes bag till the rocky, sand and rocks place before giving up. OMG SO CLOSE! SO CLOSE! And anglican said I gave anglican motivation :D Great friends made too.
July 2010- Passed ULP
August 2010- NDP parade where I did shit out of marching :P successful choir performance.
September 2010- FACom and choir performance at sp. Those were the days... Going between Facom practice/competition and Dover before reaching home at 11pm. Great days, great days.
October 2010- What happened in October? I forgot.
November 2010- Cambodia and back. Bras Bersah for books. Vienna Boys' and STC concert.
December 2010- China and back. Kukup and 10h long karaoke session and back. Bras Bersah and back.

The rest of 2010 passed in a blur.

In 2010, I bought fourteen books excluding assessments and textbooks this December holiday. And I went on hikes and explored the city and went to different libraries and cycled and got motivated and made friends and stalked and eat and shat and slept and had fun and yeah whatever. 2010's over.


YAY!!!!! IT'S 2011 now :D It's time to work smart and get that SIX BEFORE DEDUCTION. I'll make it work and I'll make it mine! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

oh, the books I ordered from Amazon came in the post.

BLISS X)