prettiest friend

Oral was mightily fine. A MATH WAS A KILLER. CAUSE I DIDN'T STUDY:( MY LIFE WAS GOING OFFRAIL. BUT IT'S OKAY NOW:) BECAUSE I GOT IT BACK ON TRACK:D Time flies. It's August in a second...

I eat mice for breakfast

We're just skins and bones and masses of meat. It's not difficult to imagine a day in the perhaps not so far of future, where dystopia reigns. I mean, it has happened before right? In the 1940s. Just a mere 70 years ago. We are complacent. We are falling back. We're getting no further than we were before.

Read 1984.
Battle Royale.
Hunger Games.
Etc.

What do they foretell? A world where killing is necessary. It's a fight for your life. You'll either kill or get killed.
Brutal bloodfest. Oh my gosh. I'm creeping myself out. Hey, life isn't as innocent as we suspect. Death isn't the end. Oh my gosh, I'm really creeping myself out. Dangers lurk.

We had better be prepared.

Oh my gosh, I'm seriously scaring me.

Choices

Are you confused?
I am.

I'll surrender myself to the wind and let the wind decide.

It's the easiest way out.

If it's love

For. Ever.
:)
Go study Bee:)

If I'm addicted to loving you...
Red Cross!  Woohoo!

Teenage Dream

I know you get me 
So I let my walls come down, down...


Do you really know me?
It's hard to find someone that really does. 


We have the same interests. 
So what?


It's hard to be open if no one understands.

If we ever meet again

I really  hate people sometimes.
They are...
So rude
So inconsiderate
So unfeeling
So inhumane
So disgraceful
So pretentious
So judging

There's a thin line separating the good from the bad.

And yet, there are times where they are
So considerate
So affectionate
So sympathetic
So generous
So open
So...human

I relish times like that.

Love the way you lie

Non-Red-crossers will never feel the RC love~

Woohoo! One up in rank.

With hope

Let the revival begin.
With much hope,
it started today.

I could have.

Atonement

U2

'One'
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it
Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...
Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
One love
One blood
One life You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...life

One

Dictionary

AH.

Ignore previous posts. I read through them and spotted a lot of grammatical errors. AH.
I was infantile! AH.

The same thing's going to happen in six months right? -_-

Dear stalkers,

Ignore all previous post stop Did not think while typing stop Listen only to posts from this day on stop I can do better than this stop

I
Want
To
Sleep
Stop

Frig emo.

SMILE B, SMILE : D D D DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We passed ULP!
We survived ULP!
It's a once in a lifetime, never to be experience again, ...experience.

Wow.

It's like the past yesterdays. They'll never happen again, we'll never re-experience anything exactly like it again.

Wow.

Time flies like little winged cheetahs.

Belle Noir

Getting influenced.

Too much.

I looked into the mirror today.

What did I see?

I saw a girl.

And she saw me. 

But wait. 

Maybe too much is a good thing:)

I feel like...

Confessing.

But it'll only cause much awkwardness.

I have decided to apply for DSA.

 Gears are turning,

 Plans being made.

I won't deny that they have motivated me. 

: D Thank you.

I PASSED EVAC SILVER! 

I HAVE SOME NEW IDEAS FOR THE UNIT!

CAN'T WAIT FOR PROMOTION CEREMONY!

I'm Writer. 

Do you know?

No.

You don't.

That's sad.

I like suan-ning people.

Don't you know?

I suppose you do.

Still, I'm still

Unknown.

Anonymous.

I'm just Writer to you.

It's nice being anonymous :D
11/09/2010: THIS IS TO THE AK-47 PEOPLE. 

look into the mirror

Seriously! It's confirmed! I'm so applying and I'm so getting in XD

I didn't know! I couldn't imagine it! But it happened!

Ha.

Haha. I pwn.

RIRC's PN was gaga-istic.

The world is real. It's all play and complacency now. It's not for. ever.

“It is an illusion that youth is happy, an illusion of those who have lost it; but the young know they are wretched for they are full of the truthless ideal which have been instilled into them, and each time they come in contact with the real, they are bruised and wounded. It looks as if they were victims of a conspiracy; for the books they read, ideal by the necessity of selection, and the conversation of their elders, who look back upon the past through a rosy haze of forgetfulness, prepare them for an unreal life. They must discover for themselves that all they have read and all they have been told are lies, lies, lies; and each discovery is another nail driven into the body on the cross of”

—	-W. Somerset Maugham (Of Human Bondage)

The 30 Day Letter Challenge

30 Day Letter Challenge:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror


Boy is this private :P Try not to spread yeah? 
Day2 - My Crush


05/07/2010


It's a holiday today. I bookmarked some ebooks and wrote down new epigrams in my anthology I notebook.  I'm finishing my homework now. I wouldn't want to fall back on my work again. I know I've said this many times before but this time, I swear it's serious. The O'levels are real and approaching. My gosh, everyone is talking about prelims and the upcoming Chinese 'O's. Expect the unexpected. Yet I'm still surprise. You're getting nearer each day. Time is running out. Would I ever lower my L1R5 enough to embrace you?  This time it's serious and my dearest Raffles, this EOY results will define everything. My DSA success depends on it.  Can I pull up my results to an A1? 


I'll be visiting your campus this Saturday:D How I rejoice at meeting you! Do you recall, the times I drove past with my camera in hand, snap snap snapping photos for motivation? Those Tuesdays nights where I walked around that swimming pool where my friends had their swimming lessons? I yearn for you but I feel trepidation. The other students seem so intellectual...What am I compared to them? I don't know what to feel RI... but for you, I'll persevere! Can I even get in without HCL? 


DSA is my only choice and my results and extra-curricular activities play a defining role in this. B, be consistent in your work. Note down Chinese phrases. Read on a wide range of subjects. Write more! Practise math sums, and more math sums. Read Bio essays, apply Physics into your daily life, continuously add on to your list of chemistry equations, read the newspapers, arrange your notes and write notes in advance. Listen in class and add on to your notes. Do your homework before anything else. Read your notes after doing your homework. Do that everyday! Read your notes before starting on other study-related revision. My future lies in my hands. 


Watch out R, I'll see you in a year!
:)

Eating Counter-Pain

I hate that I worked so hard only to give up at the last leg. It's just one day. Why couldn't I do it? I hate it when people say that I look stressed or tired. They don't get it. I hate admitting that I am. The Ubin hike was an example. Carrying a ?kg bag across 7-9km, only to give up at the last leg...that irks me. And to think that some people looked towards me as motivation (so they say on Facebook) to continue the hike... That was a pleasant thought but still...to think I carried the bag all the way only to exchange it with one of the water bottle carriers just a few km from OBS saddens me. It's the same with ULP. It's the last contact session! My gosh...what have I done? How am I supposed to answer to my VI and YO? Oh man...

P.S. I get a perverse thrill of looking as untidy as possible. Then I'll flag down a taxi and give them my address and pay them with a big note. It's the same with salespeople. The expression on their faces are priceless. Superficial humans...