In the velvet darkness of the blackest night
Burning bright, there's a guiding star
No matter what or who
Who you are.


- There's a light (over at Frankenstein Place)

"Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary... "
 -Edger Allan Poe

"World-weary and not weak, robust! I could be dancing a jig only I don't dance. So."
 -The Wombat

An adult: But how can it be? You're kids!
Well fuck you. You were one of us but now you're not. Please lah, 75% of my angst came from you so don't act like you understand.

Muss es sein?
wow, this is catchy.

(Sung to the tune of "When You're Happy and You Know It, Crap Your Bloody Hens")
When you're angry and you know it,
Ramble!
When you're fearful and you know it,
Ramble!
When you're anxious and depressed and you really feel like dying,
Ramble!

No. Actually, I listen to really nice music and sing (very tunefully may I add). Or I blank. Or I rant. NO. ACTUALLY I DREAM UP MORBID, MACABRE SITUATIONS. What do you do? :)

I'm going to try the woodblocks >< stressed.

Dear so and so,
I'm sorry I can't get high.
Sincerely,
萧佳韵

Is happiness repetition? Are you easily contented? Do you like to roll on your bed? Or sing in the bath? I'm going to bras bersah with qw and her sisters tomorrow. yay.

“What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves.”

—	Milan Kundera - The Unbearable lightness of being

I go on adventures.

我是个华人。我需要多用华语所以 with every post, they'll be a little section dedicated to chinese. omfg I'm in a UG. In a UG, you get to go on adventures and get 炒炟. Have I mentioned how much I love being in red cross? o.O to think that we'll be stepping down soon :O to think that the 'O's are in a few months :O to think that   the clock's ticking and we're all growing : P to think that the police are tracking the lesbian satanist cult :O omfg. we have been found out. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. yay for long bus-rides. yay for ice lemon tea and boo for apples.

我们就在这里告别吧. I need to feed the wombat.

wtrf!

verbatim- word for word

wom wom wom wom

Muss es sein?

Es muss sein. 

Es muss sein! Es muss sein!

The Unbearable Lightness of Being. (Y)

"she loved to walk down the street with a book under her arm. It had the same significance for her as an elegant cane for the dandy a century ago. It differentiated her from others." 

that's why! that's why! that's why!

Yes! I'm posting less! :D 

I love my tea.


Unsatisfying? Well that's all you're getting.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

misconstrued!
D:

And the stars turn into fire (supereminent conflagration)
And the roses change from red to black
You encourage my desire
Then you put the arrow in my back

I'm utterly dependent on music, the weather and imba blogs for motivation to study. So when the day comes, when it starts to snow, when hip-hop takes us by storm and imba smartarses stop angst-ridden posts, I know I'm doomed. 

DH + EPIC (<= see this?) book shopping tomorrow. OMFG *fist in mouth* I hope they sell HP merchandise :))))))

YOU SEE => HP took us by storm (this is a positive change)! 

OMFG OMFG OMFG

Am I being blasphemous? :O

OMFG.

Am I? :O

OH MAN.

I promise to try next time.

no joke.

WHY DO I HAVE BROTHERS?!?!?!
GASP GASP, I THINK I'M GOING MAD. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH! 

*fumbling baboons*

*aims at red butts*

*fires missile*

I think this holiday will be very productive for me. yay. but before I get started on a very important plan that will affect the next seventy (assuming I'll live till eighty-five) years of my life, here's a quiz that I did a trillion times but am doing again for the fun of it: 


RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Psycho Killer- Kate Miller Heidke 
"I can't seem to face up to the facts 
I'm tense and nervous and I 
Can't relax 
I can't sleep 'cause my bed's on fire 
Don't touch me I'm a real live wire"
-
"Ce que j'ai fais, ce soir la
Ce qu'elle a dit, ce soir la
Realisant mon espoir
Je me lance, vers la gloire ... OK
We are vain and we are blind
I hate people when they're not polite"


someone: sheesh. over-reactive much?  
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Last Day on Earth- Kate Miller Heidke
"In my head I replay our conversations
Over and over 'til they feel like hallucinations
You know me, I love to lose my mind
And every time
Anybody speaks your name
I still feel the same
I ache, I ache, I ache inside"
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Everything You Want- Vertical Horizon
"But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for"
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Falling Stars- Sunset Strippers
"I hear a song blow again and again
Through my mind and I don't know why"


Clueless :O answer's nagging at me but there's a barrier, preventing comprehension
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Us- Regina Spektor
"Rummaging for answers in the pages"
X)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
J'y suis jamais allé- Yann Tiersen
errrrr. I have never been there? You have never been me! You have never experienced what I've experienced, you don't understand! YESH! That totally confirms my suspicions. 
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Expression- Piano Variation, Douglas McCann
MASSIVE errrrr.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Vanished- Crystal Castles"In the dark , We come out and play
We are its children, And were here to stay
Running through , Hungry for strays
No invitation, take me away
Im not cruel, But thats still what you see
Club to club, Come see this city with me
Hungry for life, Without your pity
I dont want it, But you give it"
WHAT IS 2+2?
Shakin' My Head- Detail Ft. Flo Rida
LOL
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lotus- R.E.M.
"I ate the lotus" 
ya the lotus?
I ate you. 
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Viva la Vida- PS22 Chorus
Napoleon/revolution/fell/France/no redemption/wait
what? :O
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 
Mr Brightside- The Killers
"Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside"oh mai oh mai but man I love this song! 
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Here Comes the Anxiety- The Wombats
"I hope that no one ever leaves,
'cause I don't wanna be alone with me,
not with the things that rush up and down this symphonious smile."
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE
Apologise- One Republic
I'll let you assume. 
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Expression- Piano Variation, Douglas McCann
lol it's the same song. 
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Time- Black Eye Peas
okay... *pauses while I laugh my head off* WTF LOL. 
ROFL. whatever, I'm not getting married.
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Here Comes the Anxiety- The Wombats
"This is the saddest song I've ever wrote"
"I hope that no one ever leaves, because I'll never want to be alone with me"
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Everybody's Changing- PS22 Chorus
"So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same"
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Beauty of Uncertainty- K.T. Tunstall 
"But you know better
You stand your ground
Might just stain a little
But she knows you're sticking around"
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
La Noyee- Yann Tiersen
"The Flood" 
0.0 :O XP 
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Life Size- A Fine Frenzy
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Freezing- Mozella
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Consequence of Sound- Regina Spektor
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
My Number- Sara and Tegan
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Keep on Moving- 5ive
aha. 
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Can't Shake It- Kate Miller Heidke
yeah I can't dance. 
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Kryptonite- 3 Doors Down
"If I go crazy then would you still call me superman"
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Dance in the Dark- Lady Gaga
0.0
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Tsuki No Akari- Ida Emi
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Your Guardian- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus


And this took more than three hours :O 

*Mrs Goh posts photos of her children*

Mr Edwin Cheong (discipline master): LOL

Mr Goh: so strange to see this on facebook lol

teachers on facebook 0.0

it's not wrong but it's...kinda weird :p

crunch crunch crunch

spelling mistakes x( 

abstaining from most social events~

I'll skip three birthday parties, the uip campfire and the red cross chalet. I'll love to skip choir but I'll get slaughtered. 

finally got my priorities checked eh? 

there's nothing wrong with me so stop being so nice.

it's getting kinda weird : p (but I'm grateful)

and yeah, it's weird that this post is here instead of over there but I suppose you will see this and not realise that it's directed at yoooooou so here's a lil hint: JKL.

there. 

Brace yourself,

Hi. I'm Audacious Wommy and I'm a KPOP Convert. 

passed like a dream, a fever dream.
sushi went to dance and
it all sounded vaguely familiar...
^you should be able to get this. I don't type nonsense okay...

Cambodia was sick. The air there was oppressed and god, the amount of beggars you're supposed to reject... and the people I'm there with! I'm the stranger in a roomful of strangers.

A moment of silence please.

Some songs are so catchy, I spasm. Others are so sad, I turn contemplative. Either way, boy do they make the world look different.

Audacious Wommy

Countries visited: Everywhere and nowhere - more emphasis on the nowhere please. 

OH MAN. I SEE SO MANY NICE BOOKS EVERYWHERE. OMG I WANT I WANT. 

It's not you, it's me.

I'm Particular. 

twist twist twist twist

even the most mundane object tells a beautiful story. 

time flies terribly fast and I'm tripping, flying with it. 

X)

I don't see a point in FOCUSING on aiming for to quote J, " the highest of the high" anymore. Current goal = to push all subjects to an A1, highest priority on the sciences and lowest on chinese. Think "six before deduction".


"Six before deduction. Six before deduction. Six before deduction. Six before deduction. Six before deduction." (typed at a speed of 1 wpm)


I think mass-printing notes and other school papers really boosts morale :D I also think that there's a major problem with erm whispers whispers whispers*. How am I supposed to rectify it? :O  I'm just not pushing myself hard enough.

When the rainy days are dying,
Gotta keep on, keep on trying
All the bees and birds are flying
Ahhhh...
Never let go gotta hold on and
Non stop 'til the break of dawn and
Keep on moving, don't stop rocking Ahhhh...



My parents should go to China and stay there for a year. Stop thwarting my plans lah.
GRAWRG.
Please, please leave me alone. I don't freaking care about reunions and shit. 


My greatest wish: To have the whole house to myself for a month. So sad it's impossible.



http://ebget.blogspot.com/2009/04/youve-always-been-about-other-people.html
http://superhyperreal.com/test/ click Jingapore please.

I guess I just got lost 
being someone else. 
I tried to kill the pain, 
but nothing ever helped. 
I left myself behind, 
somewhere along the way 
hoping to come back around 
to find myself someday 

Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you to say that it's okay.

ew lol.

sending some stuff for eua, I looked through past proposals and agendas and spotted a lot of stupid mistakes. I mean preserve in place of persevere? FAIL.

I want to re-do and re-send everything. I know my mistakes, those were accidents! ACCIDENTS!

: P